egoism

I dont even want to have the blues.

I never wish you will leave me away to reach for another soul.

There isnt a fuss, but only a tranquillity. The thing that I desire.

No tears, Yes laugh.

Love me, love her not.

Please, come back home and hold me.

I loathe deceitfulness, and set mind for your integrity.

Don't you know that I am a bit envious?

I am just a victim of egoism? idiot?

Its because of you, I swear (and even now I condemn you, and judge my self to be always right)

Seldom say thanks and often grumble.

I am aching wish not to be like this, never.

Life is a maze and I wish to be the first finder of the real way.

Love is a riddle and I eager desire to look for the answer.

I am an egomaniac.

Only give a lot to win but never wish to be defeated.